The mystery Zero-Eye-Contact girl

She is beautiful. When she walks by my aisle, swaying her hips in that confident, rhythmic gait, there is nowhere else for my eyes to look but at that sexy waistline. I'm talking about a petite girl in my office. She must be in her early 20's, with tiny but very shapely breasts. But it is that narrow waist-line and beautiful hips that really catch my attention.

But this girl is a mystery. I have seen and talked to her since more than a year. We have many common friends, that ensures that we often sit together at coffee. She is easy to break into a conversation with. Often, I find her to be the one who wants to start up a conversation with me. She merrily laughs at my jokes. But that's when we are in a group. When we bump into each other, she never makes an eye contact with me, even when I pass right besides her. It is impossible not to have noticed me. By now, this has happened so many times that I am certain that she does this deliberately. But then, I wonder how is it possible to avoid eye contact with a particular person without noticing him or her. Every time I see her, I try to figure out if she made a fleeting eye contact during which she noticed me and then moved her gaze away from me. But so far, have never caught that fleeting eye-contact.

Is she demure? Yes, most certainly she is. So frustrated that I am at being ignored by this young lass, that I have tried to notice if she has the same body language with all the other guys in office. In this I feel relieved. I'm not the only one who gets cold shoulders from her. She is the same with all the men. The only time she is in the company of boys is when she has at least one female companion. At other times, she is only with her female friends. As for that zero-eye-contact, I have noticed her do the same with other guys too. It is not as if she completely ignores me. There are those embarrassing times when there is nowhere for her to escape - like when in the same lift standing next to me, when she would give a nervous smile with a "Hi".

Does she have a special someone who is so good that she does not want to look around? I doubt it. Her FB friends are mostly girls. The only guys seem to be her relatives (can make out from their last names)

Is she disinterested in guys? I hope not. It would be pretty unfortunate for us men if such a marvelous piece of art is left for girl-girl thing! She is from a small town and probably has had a conservative upbringing and hence her mysterious body language.

Is she interested in me? That beats me. Every time I see her, she seems to be making deliberate attempts to not give out any signs than can be read as some kind of a preening gesture. Does that conscious attempt itself mean she has some secret crush on me? That could be wishful thinking. But boy, has she got me crazy for her?! It is this very elusive nature besides that lovely walk that has made me go bonkers for her

I wish she opens up a bit and stops being the kind of mystery she is. I wish she gives out some signs. One freaking sign - maybe a twinkle in her eye for that fraction of a second that she looks at me and a slight smile on her face and the next thing I want to do is take her to bed with me!

New Recruit

I realized that I haven't been writing much on my secret diary recently. But that's not because I turned disinterested of writing. Its just that not much has been happening lately, that needed to be shared with it. There are times when not much happens. The same dull day at work with not too many beautiful girls around to interact with and to ogle at. On returning home, not too many babes in the neighborhood either. Then all of a sudden, something happens.

It happened in my case, two days ago. Since about two weeks I was aware of the fact that our company has recruited a female employee. For a project full of guys with not a single female, this was a Breaking News. So the suspense was building over the two weeks - Is she hot, is she not? Is she single, Is she married? Finally she arrived. She is not hot, she is not not! She is average. Simple, plain average. But you know what? That's good. I have a special inclination for the average. For, a girl who is too hot is not too accessible. There are a too many guys swarming around her. What's the probability of me hitting the jackpot? The girl who is not may be easily accessible but what's the fun? Average is perfect.

She is married and has a kid. Me, too! Is she fun to be with? Too early to tell. Its been just two days. She is not the kind that gets you attracted at the very first instance you see her. But I can feel myself getting interested in her every time I interact with her. She's got lovely lips, has a mild dimple on her cheek when she laughs. Doesn't have a model-like figure to die for, but has right kind of curves at right places. Particularly, I find her derriere very well-endowed. As always, am not looking for any intimate relationship with her. Just some harmless flirting, that would keep fun alive in an otherwise dull work environment and at the same time does not ruin mine as well as her family life.